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In a shitty mood.. and not like angry or frustrated. More like sadness for no reason. Fckin waves again.. My best friend has been away for a month. It kinda sucks. Hope he's having a good time though, i think he's coming back tonight, actually. Ive been doing a lot of drinking lately it makes me happy when i feel like this , i know its probably one of the worst things to be doing if your sad cause you could make it a habit , but apparently im nicer and more approachable when im a little bit.. not myself. So hey , maybe i should stay like that more often ?

Music always gets me in a better mood. It conforts me , and in its own words tells me everythings alright.

Speaking of music , i have a bit of a story. My buddy was trying to think of questions to ask this girl he likes , to find out more about her. I told him to ask what kind of music she listens to , he said nahh that doesn't really help me out much. And i was like what ?

Music can tell me so much about a girl.. If they listen to mainstream , like.. lil wayne then they might not care too much about the meaning of certain music, because his music is pretty much just what the people want to hear and not what he wants to write as an artist but i cant say he doesnt create good music because i hate it when people say my music isnt good soooooooo i wont make fun of it BUT THATS ANOTHER STORY for another time. Like , i for instance listen to music for meaning. Theres a meaning to every song i listen to regularly , well theres the odd clubbing song but , clubbing is.. clubbing. Haha. But i dont know i find that i can tell so much in a girl just by finding out what music she prefers. I find i can almost tell a girl everything about me by listning to a song with her or telling her what music i listen to. I guess its almost like I speak through music, or maybe.. music just speaks through me ? I wonder if theres anyone that has ever felt the same.

╚ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_iPMvGnE2DY


Music IS the Influence..
this is my life fuck what you like, this is my genre fuck what you like - Charles Hamilton




-D.C


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