Road Trip

Off to vermont for a tournament, hope we do well.

Do work son !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHONpoIUjm8

have a good weekend bloggers

Music IS the Influence..
RIP MJ



-D.C

Missin Lucy

You know that feelin, where you just want the accompaniment of the other sex ? Not like just action or nothin but like a bit more ? Well fuck i had that feeling just yesterday, i dont know what it is; lately ive been completely fine not givin a motha fuck type shit but i dont know. Just yesterday shit just flipped pear shaped on me.

Partied all weekend, i thought that if anything all the partying wouldve made me love bein single but i guess not. haha. Hung out with her the other day, i think that hanging out with her made everything a lot better. Made me realize how much i miss our friendship. I think im starting to get over her because shes changed so much, i dont love her now, i loved the girl inside her that died a while ago so, im really fine with that, chains finally been cut.

Here i come single world, i always was in it, just never opened my eyes. But i think that im scared of what i might see, not sure if im ready to open my eyes quite yet. Im trying to re-imagine the other world where i once was, the relationship world. I dont even know why i want it so bad.

oh yeah,

EXAMS fcking over !
didnt really have much time to blog.. but w.e im done and i passed all my classes.

Summer full of parties, and jammin.. so ready for this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQoZPs0-sHM

Music IS the Influence..
bombin tonight



-D.C

Sick Bastard

Wack-ass day. Dont know what else to write besides, some people you thought you could trust your entire life could turn on you just like that. Sometimes it tears a family, a circle of friends apart. Shits fucked.

Not much too write just heated words coming out of my mouth..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufPuI9xrKNA&feature=rec-HM-fresh+div

Music IS the Influence..
son of a bitch



-D.C

Ah My Head..

Just got home from a game, we won 4-0. Solid work, i scored twice. *Takes bow* Have a hella big headache, have school tomorrow too. 1 more week. Well, if i pass all my subjects i have one more week, if not then summer schools coming up. Fuck.

I saw her on the drive home, my heart sunk a little. Its been like 2 months since when we had a thing. We never even went out. But i kind of always felt a connection between us. We were best friends y'know? We were so close, then after our little 'thing' stopped we've just been far apart, shes gaining popularity right now. Guess i was just a steppin stone. Thats cool, i love seein the girl succesful in the big reign of popularity, makes me proud, almost like in a fatherly way. (not creepy) She can get anyone now, and she knows it. But i hope she remembers the little people along the way.

"I wanna say Fuck You Lucy, but the problem is I Love You Lucy"

I just love it when i find a perfect lyric that goes with my thoughts. I always do.

"She" knows i still have a thing for her too, just by the way she says hi nowadays, almost like shes pitying me, and my lonesomeness.. I dont need your pity, GFTO, yo. Still got mad respect for you, regardless , even though my feelings might be mixed, dont ever fucking question that..
She was that one id always talk to too you know, when shit was goin pear shaped. But now i dont know who to turn to. Gotta give love out to my boys that try to help. You know who you are i only actually talk to a selected few. L.A.V, props for all your love in my hard times, haha. Now i just turn to shit like bombin to put my feelings out, instead of putting them out to a person i put em out on a wall.

Well gettin out of bed is gonna be just as hard as its always been tomorrow.

Gonna put some of this shit on, good mornin theme music y'know:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQ0u_hhauHQ

Music IS the Influence..
she's so high


-D.C

Im Dealin With It All

Kind of had a wave of depression today, weird as it sounds. Just confused about it all, thinking about the girl im still hung on. Everyone has one like her that general "Lucy" whoever she might be. "Lucy is just the general girl on everyones mind, you love her and always will no matter what. Everyone meets at least one. So just got my mind all on that girl once again, changes the rate of confidence and self esteem. The paranoia continues..

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Practice tonight was.. good. We had a guest coach come in, he was great. Between every drill or so he would give us little lectures about life. Not much to do with the sport but, i picked up quite a bit; altho i am inspired easily. He talked about how waking up in the morning is all worth the while, once youved learned something. No matter what it is, and every day no matter how old you are you will always learn something. Just goes to show that life is so much more then just money girls and partyin, even though thats what it seems to be about most of the time. So, im gonna try and take another approach on life before that wAve oF depRessIon creeps in. The whole 'live life to the fullest' shittt. Gotta keep my safety wall against the depression wave out but the water pressure just pushes through every now and then. Looks like its time to get out some bricks and start rebuildin the wall of self confidence.

So you know what f*ck you lucy:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qlr1H_iV6qs


Music IS the Influence..
carpe diem



-D.C

Pleasantly Exhausted

Pretty dank weekend,

Friday: Jammed with my boys.
Saturday: Partied decently hard.
Today: Hit the field.

Can't get much better then that. Solid weekend before a weekend of buckling down; Exam Studying. I might take a break or two to blog, just get all the stress out of the way.

Right now, finishin up an application. Yehh thats right im gettin a job. Gonna start rollin in the cash, probably gonna buy some sickk bapesta shoes with some of the money saved up. These babies are beautiful right here:







Also watchin some Rob and Big, cannot get over how sick this show is. One of my boys showed it to me like 3 weeks ago, dont know how i didnt hear about it. Now im hooked on it, got that shit on Rogers on Demand.

oh yeh:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vO6c3ogeLnM

Music IS the Influence..
runnin out of ideas here





-D.C

Gimp

Well i got injured today, my calf got merked. The worst part about it is, it happened during.. ultimate frisbee in gym class. Yeah, it got intense. But in all seriousness who knees someone in ultimate frisbee ? Theres intense and then theres too intense, and it IS just frisbee. Its fun and all but i cant consider it THAT much of a sport. You do get a workout though. W.e, Won't be able to play in my game tomorrow. That really blows.

There IS good news though !

Guitar CPT.

Done.

Finished.

..56%

At least i passed right ?

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All i gotta say is some chicks are crazy. Like some of them just straight dont know how to take a hint. Like what do we men need to do ? Stamp "FuckOff" on our forheads ? I guess if you ask some women theyd say the same bout us. But its true, just in general our society is completely oblivious to any hints sent out by others.

Buddy got ungrounded after 1 month this week..
Im pumped to jam with him again.

Dont know what to get you to listen to today.. Probably throw some random shit out there.
Hm, here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZHFM8rdWz8

Good song.

Music IS the Influence..
lemme just limp over to the computer now


-D.C

Soo, Basically I am F*cked?

Well, its 9:40pm and i have my guitar CPT to present tomorrow, i dont know any of the scales. Shit, this is not lookin to good this is worth 20% of my final mark. Lol, probably shouldve worked a little harder on it huh.

Its hella hard to focus on school when summer is so close.

Gettin a job soon. Gonna buy me some new clothes, gonna look soo fly in that shit can not wait.

Lot of partyin this weekend, but no money. No money= no booze.. I'll find a way to still have a sick jam without it. Gunna find some hooks.

Shit those last phrases made me forget about my CPT.. *bangs head against table* which brings me to the statement and conclusion that i am basically fucked.

A track ive been hooked on for the past couple days:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWACqps-1hk


I like the album art.. stickman jammin on a street bench with some converse kicks.

oh yeah,

Music IS the Influence..
f sharp melodic minor; i hope you burn in hell



-D.C