Im Dealin With It All

Kind of had a wave of depression today, weird as it sounds. Just confused about it all, thinking about the girl im still hung on. Everyone has one like her that general "Lucy" whoever she might be. "Lucy is just the general girl on everyones mind, you love her and always will no matter what. Everyone meets at least one. So just got my mind all on that girl once again, changes the rate of confidence and self esteem. The paranoia continues..

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Practice tonight was.. good. We had a guest coach come in, he was great. Between every drill or so he would give us little lectures about life. Not much to do with the sport but, i picked up quite a bit; altho i am inspired easily. He talked about how waking up in the morning is all worth the while, once youved learned something. No matter what it is, and every day no matter how old you are you will always learn something. Just goes to show that life is so much more then just money girls and partyin, even though thats what it seems to be about most of the time. So, im gonna try and take another approach on life before that wAve oF depRessIon creeps in. The whole 'live life to the fullest' shittt. Gotta keep my safety wall against the depression wave out but the water pressure just pushes through every now and then. Looks like its time to get out some bricks and start rebuildin the wall of self confidence.

So you know what f*ck you lucy:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qlr1H_iV6qs


Music IS the Influence..
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-D.C